-finish reading Inside Scientology
-finish reading Urban Tantra
-clean my room
-give away unnecessary clothing and books
-exercise more often
-learn how to contour my face
-have movie marathons with friends
I am a true Jungian introvert, which means that I get my psychological/mental energy from alone time and I expend it when I interact socially.
This semester has involved a LOT of group work, and will continue to do so. Setting aside my anxieties around things like forming groups and talking to strangers (which is a whole ‘nother can of worms), the amount of interacting I’ve been doing has been totally exhausting me. I come home from school every night feeling drained, and basically spend the night zombified in front of the TV until I fall asleep. On the weekends, I nap as often as time allows.
It’s not that I don’t like the people I’m working with. They’re all totally lovely and I always have fun working with them, even when the actual work is annoying or tedious. But I am just not cut out to act gregarious and outgoing.
I’m really looking forward to next semester when I’ll get to go back to writing independently, for the most part.
Oh—you wouldn’t date a girl who’s ever been a stripper?
In that case, I wouldn’t date a guy who’s ever been to a strip club.
Oh—you wouldn’t date a girl who’s ever done porn?
In that case, I wouldn’t date a guy who’s ever watched porn.
You’re the reason we exist.
You’re the demand to our supply.
If you disdain sex workers, don’t you dare consume our labor.
As they say in the industry, “People jack off with the left hand and point with the right.”